Waiting

I think we're growing.
Yeah, I can feel us growing.
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My heart is breaking,
(I like you so much)
Just to think
Of a life without you.
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I'm afraid of being nice.
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I'm not going to say anything,
Because I'm too afraid to know.
This ignorant bliss...
Is better
Than whatever reservations
You might have.
I don't need to know
Right now.
If I ask,
If I push,
I may just scare you away.
You may scare me away.
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I've been so cool
And understanding,
I forgot
To think about myself.
My fear,
My past,
My heart.
I said, "Whenever you're ready,"
Though...
I'm eagerly awaiting,
Or am I just waiting?